15 year old requires acting job

i love it, hate it, care for it, couldn't care less for it, need it, abuse it, create it, destroy it. I am not a person that is going to say i will 100% dedicate myself to whatever job you give me as long as it is acting, as its obvious that i will, everyone will who loves acting as much as i do, you do, and the actors/actresses that have made it do. However, i will say that my opening line in this message, is true to every actor, in fact every person in every job in the world... You will have bad days at work, even if you are doing the "JOB YOU HAVE ALWAYS WANTED TO DO" there will be times when you are so happy you don't know what to do with yourself, and times when you will want to quit, right there and then in a middle of a scene, because you're so tired, or its not what you thought it would be, etc, etc, however, if you never get the chance to try it, to indulge in it, to love what you do everyday, then what is the point in life??? I don't just want to be an actor... i need to be an actor. If i can't act, then yes i will carry on in life, going from job to job, because im not doing what i enjoy, what i love, im just making my way in life if i can like billions of other people in this world... but we can all do what we want, we just have to try, push harder, keep going. When you're a child and you're asked what you want to be, and you say "ooooh i want to be a vet!" i bet this person actually becomes a shop keeper, or a window cleaner, a chairman in animal testing, which there is nothing at all wrong with that, but they wanted to be a vet, when they were a child and didn't let other people opinions get in their way, or other people thoughts clog their minds up with different images. Basically what im saying is, I LOVE ACTING, and if someone will give me a chance to do it, whether its on a T.V show, in a theatre, an advert, i will do it, not because, i have been butchered into doing it from my dad, or my teachers have told me to do it, or i have been talked out of doing something else because "its too hard and most people fail", but because i want to do it, ever since i can remember thinking, watching an actor/actress perform... ever since i decided that i wasnt going to not do someting because someone else thought it was stupid, or pointless, or that it was never going to happen. I AM GOING TO BECOME AN ACTOR, im just asking for the chance now, rather than waiting 20 years to realise that i can't keep doing other things to block out the fact acting is what i love.

Matt