empty feeling
Fri, 5 Nov 2004, 06:49 pmDilanMelis8 posts in thread
empty feeling
Fri, 5 Nov 2004, 06:49 pmi don't even know why i'm writing this but i do know that being at the tender age of 15, I have to think, what do I want to be? When thinking this i think, what do I like? First things to come to mind are, Drama and Philosophy. I want to act. In theatre, movie, commercials whatever, but i wonder what's my chance of getting there? there are so many talented people out there and i don't know if i am as good as they are. What if i'm just wasting my time trying? I mean, i get good grades and stuff, so do you reckon i should i do something like law? maybe i should go for uni and get a PhD.
what's the point of this? not really much except exactly how hard it is to be 15... or maybe i just think that and being 15 isn't hard at all... or maybe, just maybe i should go and see a psychiatrist.
reading this it seems that this has nothing to do with theatre... so i'm sorry for those who know hate me.
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what's the point of this? not really much except exactly how hard it is to be 15... or maybe i just think that and being 15 isn't hard at all... or maybe, just maybe i should go and see a psychiatrist.
reading this it seems that this has nothing to do with theatre... so i'm sorry for those who know hate me.
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Re: empty feeling
Fri, 5 Nov 2004, 09:50 pmDo you think you're just under pressure? I think everyone's there from year 10 onwards. We have to choose the subjects that we want to study for the next 2 years, which will affect up to the next 30 years or so of our life (I know ppl change profession, but not everyone).
I think maybe as long as you enjoy what you're doing (and you're not living below the poverty line), you're not wasting your time. Sure, you may not be able to go professional or full-time or whatever, but you meet great people who are really talented.
Don't do stuff you absolutely hate, that bores you to tears. Then you may need to go see a psych later on.
I don't see why anyone should hate you. I'd say 80% of teenagers or even adults have been at this point. If this is the only place you feel you can say that - go for it! People don't have to read every post. You're a lot more real, and way less pretentious than many ppl around your age.
Jess
I think maybe as long as you enjoy what you're doing (and you're not living below the poverty line), you're not wasting your time. Sure, you may not be able to go professional or full-time or whatever, but you meet great people who are really talented.
Don't do stuff you absolutely hate, that bores you to tears. Then you may need to go see a psych later on.
I don't see why anyone should hate you. I'd say 80% of teenagers or even adults have been at this point. If this is the only place you feel you can say that - go for it! People don't have to read every post. You're a lot more real, and way less pretentious than many ppl around your age.
Jess